So I can see if I.m Inside
Dear,
I know I'm know I'm not the best
But I try to be the best for you
Teach me
How my mind can stop thinking about you , stop loving you .
Because every side in my room had a thing that remember me to you .
Now I walk alone without you .
I refresh that .
It is not the same when you meet me
And
Not the same word you promise , when you be mine before and after .
I remember tears streaming down my face when you said
' I'll never ever leave you alone '
I remember you said you said don't leave me alone
But all that's dead and gone passed tonight
I lose my way
I cannot cry , I forced to fake smile , a laugh
Everyday of my life
But sometimes tears falling down .
Now I learned to play on the safe side .
So I don't get hurt .
I find it hard to trust , not only me but anyone around me .
I'm afraid.......
Now I tried hardest just to forget everything ..
And my life become EMPTY .
If you really love someone ,
Even there was a million reason to leaves
you would still look for one reason to stay .
I don't need a perfect relationship
I just need someone who won't give up on me .
When you really care about someone ,
their mistake never change our feelings
because the mind gets angry
but the heart still cares
